Crying already with joy for you and others. I feel exactly like you Chris. Though I haven't had that kind of experience. I once was very depressed a long time ago and did not want to do anything I loved to do, I was ironing some clothes and all of a sudden saw the face of Our Lord Jesus with the crown of thorns on his head looking at me with so much love in His eyes and just for a brief moment. And recently when I awoke from sleep one night I caught a glimpse of a man with blond hair and bowed head next to my bed. Not sure if it was a guardian angel. But I can feel the love pouring down when I do pray on my knees before the Lord and Our Lady. I feel her asking me to sing. I do sing Ave Maria and all kinds of songs from church choir. It comes day and night always without asking or thinking. So does scripture and parts of the Latin Mass. It is just there I hope others will also experience the love we have felt . I am thankful for this site to be able to share with others our Faith. God Bless all of the MDM and all over the world. Yvonne Septfonds tiny angel helper